Tuesday, February 5, 2008

"Let It Go"

Blogging they say is like drugs "once u start, u just cannot write enough " ... I am begining to agree to that philosophy .


Its just been couple of weeks since I wrote my first one ... a heart felt outpour of my dark emotions found place in the first one . Reactions I got for that has not been all that pleasant ...starting with my best buddy calling me a crazy lunatic, it varied to various other levels of profinities ..hardly presentable in a public blogging corner :)


Here I am with my second offering , already. This one is a lighter one .

Oh and btw , I had absoultely no need to make this a light one ...why should I ? just coz other people say my previous one was dark ….

Then why am I doing it ?? To find out ..Keep Reading .


They say shit happens !!! why does it happen so many times with me “ ( cliché , I know ).

Truth of the matter is ....Shit has happened to me so many times ... been forced to Stare down the barrel so many times that, I've come to realize something important.

It is
"Shit Happens ....
So Wot's new .....
Who cares mann "

what keeps me going is the knowledge that wotever happens I will always bounce back . NO MATTER WHAT !!

OK, I could continue talking about my deep inner mental strength for a while ,but Readers may find it boring ...Oh and btw I really don't have to give a damn as to how readers feel ?? its my blog and I can write wotever I very well please to .

BUT NO !! with my new found attitude , I do care about ur feelings ??

Wait a sec, Hold on !! where is this post going ?? am I talking about the new adversities of my life or My new attitude or am I just talking plain shit ….


Call it sudden Enlightment ....Call it sudden change of Tide .....U can Say I was stuck by a Lightning on my way home , Wotever :)

But the events of past couple of weeks have made me do some serious rethinking of "How I want My life to be".

I Have realized that core mission in my life is not what i used to think it was ?


The ONLY thing imp to me up until now was the greed for materalistic positions (Car , Crazy villa with a pool ,my dream Jaguar okv3).

OK now don't mistake me here ..I have not stopped dreaming about Money ,Car, Condo ….Yatch etc....Yes, I still yearn to achieve them ,thats what keeps me driving .

But whether I achieve them or not , does not have any influence over my current emotional state.

After a battle with depression and anxiety in life I came to a conclusion

"Dreams are important ..but wot's more important is to be happy and congurent with what u have, right here , right now... at this moment .

Be Happy... Not neccessarily Content ( there is a HUGE difference ,although some purists may disagree )


IF you really want something badly in life . ...You should be prepared to let it go .

Because Nothing is so important that it comes at the cost of ur happiness.


Ask any severely depressed person if there is any material possession that could cheer them up?

Ask them if they would rather have $100 million dollars or to wake up and feel joy again?

Ask Britany Spears if she would rather be famous or sane?


New attitude ..

Bring smile to people’s faces.

Wake up in the morning with a smile in your face .... Go to Sleep with one

Be thankful for what u have in life .

Be HAPPY EVERY FUCKIN MOMENT :)

Make people around you Happy


Let It GO .....

LovE ...

SanBlazer.

5 comments:

swati said...

Awesome...Great one!!
Great to see that blogging helped u re-dicover thy self :)
Good going!!

James and Rishabh said...

Now thats what I call a good blog!! Keep blogging away my friend :)

Mohit said...

naa.... u can't write dis stuff!!!u r not Sandy I know... the one whom I know writes piece of crap and calls it blog.. This one is actually good :-)

Vishal Naik said...

keep smiling!

Dileep said...

Great vibes your giving us here sandeepa. Keep the faith, and keep this alive :) .. and dei edekekke onnu hi pareyedai :D